Mate break ups are the hardest thing to stay awake through. But not all hope is lost. Some people find someone better, some people get back together. Me and the fiancee have been together since I was 18 and she was 16 (yes, it was legal lol) and we broke up after she kissed some cnt after she finished year 12, then she broke up with me and she told me we'd never be together again. That fuked me up. Then 3 months later her life was going down the toilet, and she asked me out again so we got back together, then a year later we had a little girl after not knowing she was pregnant for 5 MONTHS. We worked hard and bought a house and now we're 23 and 24 and we're engaged and our daughter is totally amazing. It just goes to show you that sometimes you can walk away from things, and sometimes you back together. Fate usually steps in and guides you, whether it's giving you the strength to walk away and start again, or to fight through the sh*t and come out clean on the other side. It's the hardest thing, but suck it up and try to do things to get your mind off it. Don't call her and don't call her friends, it'll just make it harder. PM me or anyone else who's posted mate, some of us have been through it before and would gladly offer some personal advice. Chin up mate!